Ano ba.

I want a love that would last a lifetime not some booty call when a man is in need. I keep wanting things that are not for me.. And it often leaves me with a question.. "Love, are you for me?" Might sound pathetic to some but I kinda think that I would be in the "single blessedness" category of Gods list. I honestly don't know how to react to what I just typed or said (salityped) :))))) I feel blessed for having a family that may not be complete but who completes me (my mom and my sister) even though there are times that I feel nagged by my sister --for not having a job.. STILL :/ I know she's just concerned and all so let go of feeling nagged :))) Blessed to have the most amazing, least judgmental, fun and liberated friends who I love just like a real sibling would :) I cannot thank them enough for being there for me at all times :D

Wala nagemote lang ako! Hahahaha

X

Mara

Situation Endless.

I've been trying to clean up the mess that I created about 2 months ago but I just couldn't stop going back to messing things up for myself. Wow, right? Me and my fickle, messed up mind.

I think Im still enjoying the perks of the mess that I started.. Or I don't know, am I really enjoying it? Hmm. Well I haven't stopped so maybe, I am enjoying myself and enjoying my stupid decisions for now. If this is YOLO-ing then.. Its all good. I haven't been in a mess like this my whole life so why not try to mess my life a bit, right? Hahahahahahah! Sorry I am CRAZY! 💃 

I'm pretty sure it will end.. Maybe not now but I dunno.. Soonish? I'm not really looking forward to messing up my life forever though. Hahahaha! I'd love to think that I still have a brighter future ahead so YOLO-ing for the moment is something good for me 😊 I'll be serious as soon as I can! Hahahahaha!!

My peg : YOUNG. WILD. FREE.

--While we still can :)

I'm not getting any younger so I'd rather enjoy myself now than regret it when I have a family of my own 😉 #OANaFastforwardYan 😏 HAHAHAHAH!! 

Hmmmm.

Be young. Be dope. Be proud. -Lana Del Rey 😈

X

Mara

Sht happens :/

No sleep. FML.

HASHTAG PUYAT HASTAG KULANGSALABIDABS FVCKR :)) #CHARAUGHT

There he goes again..

Just when you're done thinking and obsessing about that person.. He suddenly pops up again /:

HASHTAG KILLMENOW HASHTAG MINDFVCK 

HASHTAG STOPMESSINGWITHMYHEAD

Ebooks 2k13 :)

EBooks! Yeauhh! 16 books preoccupy me! Bahahaha! Thanks to @ebooks4less2013 for very affordable ebooks! 2php/book! Amazing right?! Hihi Love them all!!

Good read :)

Got ebooks for my kindle :) 1st read = Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist! Amazing as fvck! Loving it to bits! And here are some amazing parts!! 

When Norah finally talked to Tal :)

Dev talking about The Beatles' song "I wanna hold your hand" ❤

I just wanna say this.. Holding hands with the one you love is really something. Giggles all over your system. This is for all ages may I just add 😊

So there :) Loving it!!

X

Mara

Not getting any..

MUST TAKE THE EDGE OFF. :( 

Anyare sa buhay natin..

Everyday is a struggle that we should face. It is what it is. Lately I've been waking up late coz being jobless is really something.. Im extra lazy lately.. NOT. Im trying to find a job.. AGAIN. Its really hard  to find one.. Ewan ko ba. I feel weird not being a nurse. AS IF NAMAN NAGING NURSE NA AKO :| Oh well. I miss the ER :( EWAN KO BA KUNG BAT DI KO MAISCHED ANG BUHAY KO DUN :(( I need a breather. I need it badly. 

XX

Something.

Whatever a relationship is if it isnt going anywhere might as well end it before someone gets hurt.