Ayaw na.

Ayaw na. Too much. I think I've given myself the freedom to feel and act like the stupidest creature in town. Okay na ko. Awat na sa katangahan.

Relationships

I've never been in a relationship that lasted longer than a sem.. It might be my fault but I really don't care anymore. I haven't been in one for 6 or 7 years now but I'm okay with it.. Well I'd like to think that I'm okay with it. ☺ I don't like the feeling of getting hurt over and over again. I might go mad if it happened / happen again. So there.. Just my two cents. Never hurt people even if you're killing yourself just to keep your temper down

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My heart is somewhere else..

Happiness? Yes please! 😜

Just coz I couldnt move on.

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Finally a picture with Bam! Hahaha! Photobombing lang dapat to pero Rhensz opted out of the picture. Ahahahah! Alam naaaa! Thanks friend! Love youuu ❤

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Raf

You'd think this post is about you.. Well yes it is.

I would like to say thank you for being the most amazing man that I've shared a bed with. You definitely are my F&R man. Not "my" in a very in a relationship status though. I may have misinterpreted your intentions before and hurt like hell til now but Im okay with what we have. Or what we dont have. I never thought Id fall for you this hard.. Dont get me wrong I tried so hard to remove all the feelings for you but I guess youre the only person who could do that in a snap. I could call you all the fcked up names that I know but I wont. I wont go that far. I love you. You can dismiss that and Id still feel the same way anyway.

Gusto ko lang malaman mong nasaktan mo ako. Nasasaktan actually --dahil sa inaraw araw ng buhay ko naiisip kita. PUTANGAMA DIBA?! Sakit mo sa ulo, sa mata at sa lahat ng parte ng katawan ko. Sana nananakit ka nalang.. Ng pisikal. Para naman alam ko kung saan ang masakit at para di ako umiiyak ng walang dahilan. Mahal kita pero kada may nangyayari.. Nawawalan ako ng gana sayo. Pero pagkatapos meron nanaman. Anong problema ko? Anong problema naten? Pano nga ulet tayo nauwi sa gantong klase ng usapan?

Kung mawala man ako.. Mahal kita yun lang :)

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Ano ba.

I want a love that would last a lifetime not some booty call when a man is in need. I keep wanting things that are not for me.. And it often leaves me with a question.. "Love, are you for me?" Might sound pathetic to some but I kinda think that I would be in the "single blessedness" category of Gods list. I honestly don't know how to react to what I just typed or said (salityped) :))))) I feel blessed for having a family that may not be complete but who completes me (my mom and my sister) even though there are times that I feel nagged by my sister --for not having a job.. STILL :/ I know she's just concerned and all so let go of feeling nagged :))) Blessed to have the most amazing, least judgmental, fun and liberated friends who I love just like a real sibling would :) I cannot thank them enough for being there for me at all times :D

Wala nagemote lang ako! Hahahaha

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Mara

Situation Endless.

I've been trying to clean up the mess that I created about 2 months ago but I just couldn't stop going back to messing things up for myself. Wow, right? Me and my fickle, messed up mind.

I think Im still enjoying the perks of the mess that I started.. Or I don't know, am I really enjoying it? Hmm. Well I haven't stopped so maybe, I am enjoying myself and enjoying my stupid decisions for now. If this is YOLO-ing then.. Its all good. I haven't been in a mess like this my whole life so why not try to mess my life a bit, right? Hahahahahahah! Sorry I am CRAZY! 💃 

I'm pretty sure it will end.. Maybe not now but I dunno.. Soonish? I'm not really looking forward to messing up my life forever though. Hahahaha! I'd love to think that I still have a brighter future ahead so YOLO-ing for the moment is something good for me 😊 I'll be serious as soon as I can! Hahahahaha!!

My peg : YOUNG. WILD. FREE.

--While we still can :)

I'm not getting any younger so I'd rather enjoy myself now than regret it when I have a family of my own 😉 #OANaFastforwardYan 😏 HAHAHAHAH!! 

Hmmmm.

Be young. Be dope. Be proud. -Lana Del Rey 😈

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Mara