Raf

You'd think this post is about you.. Well yes it is.

I would like to say thank you for being the most amazing man that I've shared a bed with. You definitely are my F&R man. Not "my" in a very in a relationship status though. I may have misinterpreted your intentions before and hurt like hell til now but Im okay with what we have. Or what we dont have. I never thought Id fall for you this hard.. Dont get me wrong I tried so hard to remove all the feelings for you but I guess youre the only person who could do that in a snap. I could call you all the fcked up names that I know but I wont. I wont go that far. I love you. You can dismiss that and Id still feel the same way anyway.

Gusto ko lang malaman mong nasaktan mo ako. Nasasaktan actually --dahil sa inaraw araw ng buhay ko naiisip kita. PUTANGAMA DIBA?! Sakit mo sa ulo, sa mata at sa lahat ng parte ng katawan ko. Sana nananakit ka nalang.. Ng pisikal. Para naman alam ko kung saan ang masakit at para di ako umiiyak ng walang dahilan. Mahal kita pero kada may nangyayari.. Nawawalan ako ng gana sayo. Pero pagkatapos meron nanaman. Anong problema ko? Anong problema naten? Pano nga ulet tayo nauwi sa gantong klase ng usapan?

Kung mawala man ako.. Mahal kita yun lang :)

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