Friday, September 28, 2012

Was there ever a time..

Was there ever a time that you wished you were someone else? :|

I've always dreamt of being in one of the top 4 schools in the Metro but since DLSU [only their Dasma branch offered nursing --and Dasma is wayyyyyy far from Mandaluyong] and AdMU didn't offer the nursing course in their school I still had UP and UST to choose from.. But sadly. I didn't get the UPCAT results and I only passed Nutrition in UST.
I wanted to push thru with Nurti as my course because I'm going to be a THOMASIAN!! HELLO! MAJOR WANT! But my grandmother [my dad's mother] insisted that I take Nursing as a course.. So fine. I still had time to take entrance exams and all.. And HELLO MANILA DOCTORS COLLEGE :> 
Not one of the 2 schools I dreamt of.. but I had to go somewhere and I'm able to pass the entrance for Nursing.. I had to go there. :)

I had amazing friends who are still with me til this day :D 


As a nursing student I imagined my self as a successful and intelligent nurse of my generation. But unfortunately I'm not. I have always been the average - regular student who passes exams and almost flunking some.


-I never really liked being the average person. I wanted to stand out but.. That never happened :| Oh well. Life goes on. No need to stagnate my life coz of that. 

4 years passed like a whirlwind. PAKABILIS LANG! Parang di ko na namalayan.. Ggraduate na pala ako!!

After Nursing school I had to take the board exam. I took the board exam twice.. I was devastated by the result of the 1st and not really the happiest when I passed the second one. IM SORRY. There's just too much pressure. :/

I might sound insecure or not happy for who I am right now but I'm just sharing whats on my mind..

I hope I studied the hardest.

Right now.. I love being a nurse. I may be a volunteer for now but I'm going to do a lot better soon :)

Lets improve okay? :D

Its never too late to do the things you want.
Time will always pass.. So just do whatever makes you happy! :)
Better late than never, right? :D 

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2 comments:

  1. I feel you. Im currently stuck in a job that I didn't dream of as I was not able to push through with medicine. But now no regrets as I am the breadwinner of our family so smile :)there are a lot to come :)

    Rovie,
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    1. Thanks Rovie! :D I appreciate your msg :D Yes I'm doing everything I can to improve my past mistakes/regrets :) Thank you!! :)

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